从公司的起步到现在，我一直在坚持．每天都希望自己能表现得更好点．可是到头来得到的是什么呢？连自己都不知道．一直都有一个信念在支持着我．就是公司一天会比一天好，公司给我的感觉是一个温馨的家．可最近我才发现我原来真的想错了．不管怎么努力我还是原来的我．虽然很多次都想离开，但是舍不得，因为这里有我们的好同事．虽然工资一直都很低，但是同事之间关系都不错．上班时也非常开心．也许是因为这种和协的气氛让我坚持到现在．今天我真的决定离开了，希望他们还能像以前那么开心．

However mean your life is,meet it and live it ;do not shun it and call it hard names.
It is not so bad as you are.It looks poorest when you are richest.The fault-finder will find faults in paradise.Love your life,poor as it is.
You may perhaps have some pleasant,thrilling,glorious hourss,even in a poor-house.
The setting sun is reflected from the windows of the alms-house as brightly as from the rich man’s abode;the snow melts before its door as early in the spring.
I do not see but a quiet mind may live as contentedly there,and have as cheering thoughts,as in a palace.
The town’s poor seem to me often to live the most in dependent lives of any.
May be they are simply great enough to receive without misgiving.
Most think that they are above being supported by the town;
but it of ten happens that they are not above supporting themselves by dishonest means.
which should be more disreputable.Cultivate poverty like a garden herb,like sage.
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